On the day I was supposed to be brought into
the oven, I was thrilled because the moment has finally arrived for me
to become what most breads have always wanted to be - a high quality red
bean bread.
As I continue to ponder on that, I began to giggle in excitement. |
When the baker began to take me and my friends out from the oven, I was ecstatic because everything had went smoothly. However, my happiness is somehow short-lived when the baker accidentally tilted the pan and... |
And I fell back into the oven and
disappeared into a cloud of smoke. I looked around for my friends but
they were not there. I was very afraid.
I was getting cooked again and there was a burnt smell seeping out from me. I thought to myself "Somebody please come and save me!" |
Nobody noticed that I was missing and I
waited in the oven for another 30 minutes. My skin was no longer a golden
color and had turned dark brown. I smelt awful.
Finally, the baker saw me and took me out from the oven, but he did not place me back on the shelves where the other red bean buns were. |
I am a burnt bread and certainly, nobody wants to buy me. I felt lonely and upset. I thought to myself that my life as a bread was very meaningless. I was so disillusion that my eyes turned white. |
The other red bean buns always mock at me, calling me awful names. The baker did not even pay attention to me at all. I think the whole world hates me. |
I decided to run away from home. Nobody will care anyway. I shall run to a place where nobody exists and nobody will make fun of me. |
I spent most of my time smoking and drinking milk as beer. I became very depressed and pessimistic. |
After a few days, I finally came to my senses, and decided not to live my life like this anymore. The bakery is still my home after all. |
Back at the bakery I decided to read a book titled "How to become a delicious bread" to improve myself. I believed that if I continue to work hard, I will eventually attain my dream of becoming a delicious red bean bun. |
But every time I see the other red bean buns I lose hope and become jealous again. I always lecture them about the life of being a bread and because of that, all of them were afraid of me. |
ho, but i think it's quite impossible, enjoy your youth though!
ok, esther made me take a personality test and here's the result o.o
Laid-back Doer (LD)
Laid-back Doers are friendly, happy persons. They enjoy being together with other people. Smart, eloquent, witty and charming, they like to be the centre of attraction. They do not like to be alone. Their zest for life ensures that others feel well in their company and that they quickly get to know people. Laid-back Doers get the best out of every moment - many people of this type have a gift for making their whole life one big party. Boredom is unknown in their presence because they are very good at carrying others away with their enthusiasm, their good mood and their optimism.
Abstract thinking and profound philosophising about the meaning of life appeal less to Laid-back Doers. They are pragmatic, realistic and live completely in the here and now. At work too, they prefer it when it’s all go and they can act out their purposeful manner to the full. They have no problem handling several tasks at once and they blossom out in crisis situations! A varied field of activity with a lot of social contacts is just the right thing for them. One will also seldom find them inactive in their spare time; due to their open, curious nature, they mostly have many hobbies and interests. They are not afraid of the unknown: as they are flexible and creative, they quickly adjust to new situations and make the best of them. They sometimes come into conflict with strict rules or hierarchies by which they quickly feel constrained and against which they rebel.
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As friends, Laid-back Doers are generous, helpful persons who attach great importance to harmonious relationships and a good atmosphere. Their sociable manner means that they have a large circle of friends and they love having the house full of many different types of guests. They are happy to give in to their spontaneous moods and fancies in the just one or two important things. This makes them appear somewhat unpredictable to those with a quieter nature. When it really matters, you can rely on them one hundred percent. As partners, they are creative, impetuous and imaginative - as long as their partner knows how to fascinate them. They can hardly stand boredom or routine in a relationship. They do not like conflicts at all; if a relationship becomes too strenuous or involves too much effort, they tend to withdraw from the partnership and start to look for a new partner. However, if one manages to keep their curiosity alive in the long term and surprise them again and again, one has a loyal and loving partner.
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Adjectives which describe your type
extroverted, practical, emotional, spontaneous, enthusiastic, friendly, playful, lively, talkative, nonchalant, tolerant, happy, pleasant, generous, flexible, wily, attractive, relationship-oriented, generous, adventurous, fun-loving, creative, helpful, action-loving, casual, sociable, open, sensitive, touchy, erratic, curious, noncommittal, action-loving
I THINK THIS IS A POSITIVE PERSONALITY? :D of cos!
Hi! :D yes!chinese new year's round the corner now, haha, just imagine all the angpows and the fact i can meet all my relatives all in 4 days! how i manage that, i dunno o.o i'm super i guess, LOL no.
I just managed to buy my new year clothes after 4hrs at bugis street, 2 hrs at marina sq. And guess what, i only managed to buy one set of clothes +a bag :D that's pretty super too o.o
After clearing up and refolding my cupboard full of hand me downs and clothes from last year, i realised i shouldn't buy clothes just cos i really needed to buy, SO, i only have one set this year! so much for my pickiness D: i regret it. haha:D but financial crisis, so i'm doing my job spending less D: NO! i hate it D: i should get another shirt when i have time to find one nice one.
i also learnt from my shopping experience that me and my mum's taste was totally opposite. whatver was nice to her was horrible :D so if i want to buy a nice clothe, i have to wait till she says it's ugly huh?!
mum's been busy making new year goodies for the whole day, from morning to night. yay :D new year goodies! she made at least 100 pineapple filling buscuit, green pea biscuit (what the hell is that -.-), fruit biscuit, yam+carrot deep fried shreds and some cripsy vegetarian snack (I HELPED OUT!a worthy acheivement).YES! she's going to make more tmr i think.
i really want chinese new year to come :D can get tgt with relatives, also , i want to see if anyone changed dramatically, that'll be fun o.o
digress for a while...
i just realised school starts at 9am tmr D: how slow...i was still debating about taking 12 tmr or not. haha! now no need to think, i shall leave house at 7am and pray 12 does not take a whole hour!
sigh...the number of months left at fenzu is...SIGH! don't want to count,i don't feel like leaving zheng zu D: although i know i can go back for fun's sake.but i really wil miss mingling with crazy ppl in zheng zu...a bit sad ya,
but still, i might consider changing CCA to guitar club, since i already started learning guitar :D but if zheng zu got a lot of ppl joining, i'll join(sth which i really doubt will ever happen)
today's guitar was painful D: my fingers had to stretch like omg D: whywhy? introodduce so many new things at one go for the last lesson o.o but, i still like guitar lessons, can relax :D then got so many fun ppl too, although they are all like mothers and just a few ppl around my age, i can still talk to them quite easily
now i have this bad(to me) cut on my right hand. it has a beautiful shape though, my sis said it looked like a lightning shaped cut and would be better off if it were on my head, just like harry potter D: yucks. it's good enough on my hand. haha! it's all because of my 糊涂-ness that got me this nice cut. i was coming out of the guzheng room at shangyin when i decided to stetch my hand out it it scratched agaisnt the sharp thing at the door D: saw the whole process of blood oozing out...blood...
WOW:D an extra long post, well, bye :D
haha:D even bought this book about travel cos of the bun :D
Jolene's starting to like it too leh, she started drawing Kogepan in my book D:
she's a perfectionist loh, draw one oval, 2 circles, 1 line also can spend 10min!
lol, and until now still haven't finish it o.o some kind of great artist o.o
fenzu today was VERY tiring. although i was in an aircon room, i was sweating like mad o.o
who said playing guzheng doesn't need any strength? :D i was using all my might to catch up with the original speed for jiangjunling..in the end my whole face turned red after laughing too hard and playing guzheng with a little too much concentration o.o
sighh, another few more months we have to step down le DD: i think i'll miss zheng zhu...and i'll miss the bear in zheng room o.o haha! the brownbrown one i have to hug every fenzu, the bear which always gets snatched away by boon o.o then bear that gets constantly mistreated by our dear cow, and the bear which melissa is always asking for from me :D yay! i was nice today, i lend it to her today to play :D
wow:D i bet zhenting nvr knew how much fun the bear is bringing us o.o
sigh, but CuiLS said we were childish o.o no loh, i bet she's jealous :DD
Three cheers for zheng zhu!
(and three cheers for Kogepan! :D)
to start off, a kogepan :D aka chao da red bean bun!heh!so cute:D
These are my presents :D yes, including the DS :D
My mum's hardrock cake, she even had difficulties cutting it with a CAKE knife O: hah!my dad made fun of her...say if throw down from our house (9storeys ONLY) will kill a person :DD LOLS! but it was nice lah, her fruit cake.
The brighter version of the cake
The squirrel someone gave me when i was young? i rmbr i gave it a birthday, which is today? same as mine :D i'm not childish hor, it's just that i was only around pri 3/4? it's NORMAL. Cute hor, i let it rob my hello kitty's shirt away o.o oops.
Came back from my Guild's outing today, had a great time trying to pass our time there o.o luckily i went with chelsia, if not i would be bored out of boredom D: , didn't even know almost everyone there, so scary...chelsia didn't even dare to throw her plate away o.o But i wasn't as freaked out as her :D
Just finished Dinner with my family but my hasn't come back yet...there's supposed to be a cake that my mum made, but i'm too bloated+full to eat anything more, especially when knowing her cake's hard and surprising filling :p hmm, at least she put in the effort to make one for me :D Love you! <3
i'm too full to move now...feel like puking D:
i'm happy cos: i'm older? i can get my IC(finally o.o)? I wouldn't be younger than my lvl ppl except for some though? it's my special day?
I'm NOT happy cos: i'm older D: and cannot claim to be the same age as my juniors D: they'll call me lao ren again D: My happiness is shortlived. Very soon, manymany ppl will be older than me again.
BUT anyway, it's my birthday, so i'll try to be happy :D and be a saint today :D
can't believe i'm posting the moment i woke up o.o i'm that excited meh?
oh, and my schedule for the day:
morning: nthig
afternoon: nth
evening: nth
and if you decide to call a meal "sth", then i will have sth to do :D
what in the world am i going to do D: i can't blog the whole day away right?
hmmm, not a bad idea. This shall be my longest blog entry!
Thanks to those who wished me happy bday already :D
and thanks in advance :DD
sigh...so tiring D:
storyline was ok,
ok until i can fold 50 hearts in 2 ep :D
quite slow le lah...cause i struggled with my first two D: so difficult,
then ltr do and do, do until the 5th one, i can do without looking at it :D
pro at folding hearts.
sigh, now i'm looking at that big pack of straws, i only completed less than 1/4 of it o.o
i wonder how boon xuan will feel looking at the 5 packs of straws :DD
ok, 废话, of cos she'll feel motivated, right?
hehheh. after watching 不良笑花 i suddenly became overly 乐观。
books to read: Narnia
Da Vinci Code
草房子
Joy luck club
Maximum Ride series
+HW?